i don’t mind not checking this for a while.. even though i should. i have decided to go on here more often to get rid of my anger than doing it another way.
HAHA
hmm so im talking to him :D
ohkay i guess im going to sleep..this “problem” im having is bothering me.i’m crying and i don’t know what to do so i’m just gonna try to sleep, but i hope i’ll feel better tomorow…..what should i do??nevermind me asking.ahh i’m gonna really start tearing :(
i like him a lot, like no way.i don’t know why? i mean we don’t even hang out together but i guess he’s soo attractive :)haha ohkay well reasons why i like him? well
and yeah, i could go on but i can’t think of anything else right now!haaha, he’s just sooo ugh i can’t even explain it well but i like him alot, theres one problem…he doesn’t like me like that which is why i’m giving up on him, i guess we’re only ment to be friends so yeah..
so i like this guy named alec, he goes to eastlake. he’s an awesome guy and i just have so much fun talking to him on the phone and stuff but we’ve never hanged out ever which is why i want to soooo badly !its a loooong story of how we met and i kinda don’t feel like explaining.i wish i never had feelings but i dooo which is why its soo fucking hard.i really hate it, i really do.i can’t get him outta my mind and like you know when your not talking to the person you really want to it makes you wonder?..well lol im weird like that.ohkay but i don’t think hes gonna read this soo, haah !he read everything i put on myspace.i put it on there cuz he doesnt have one so i figured “hey he doesnt have one its not like he’ll go on mine anyways” so i did, and he read EVERYTHING.grr. and he doesnt even like me that waaay!gaah im pissed, sad,mad and happy. um yeah we’re txting right now which is why i’m happy :)