geenelle!

why can’t i stop having feelings..

so i like this guy named alec, he goes to eastlake. he’s an awesome guy and i just have so much fun talking to him on the phone and stuff but we’ve never hanged out ever which is why i want to soooo badly !its a loooong story of how we met and i kinda don’t feel like explaining.i wish i never had feelings but i dooo which is why its soo fucking hard.i really hate it, i really do.i can’t get him outta my mind and like you know when your not talking to the person you really want to it makes you wonder?..well lol im weird like that.ohkay but i don’t think hes gonna read this soo, haah !he read everything i put on myspace.i put it on there cuz he doesnt have one so i figured “hey he doesnt have one its not like he’ll go on mine anyways” so i did, and he read EVERYTHING.grr. and he doesnt even like me that waaay!gaah im pissed, sad,mad and happy. um yeah we’re txting right now which is why i’m happy :)