geenelle!

ohh shnap.

i haven’t posted in a while and i feel like tearing this up so i’ll write a lot.a lot of things have been happening for the past few weeks, some bads and some goods.and i really like zach, but i don’t really know…he leaves kinda far from me and its not a good idea to get so hungover about this guy that lives like freakin 10 hours away or something, its just not a good idea to go after him.but anyways i still am all over him.i still need to talk to him EVERYDAY.lawl, i try not to buuut i can’t help it man.he makes me feel all tingly inside yah know?he makes me feel myself even when im talking on the phone with him.i don’t care what anyone else thinks or says about me, likeing some dude that lives in washington…things like this go good for some people.you know, its like in those romantic-funny movies, where this guy and this girl chat on the chatroom and you know they fall in love with each other, then after a while they stop talking to each other like , “nooo way we are never gonna see each other in real life…we better just cut the bullshit”and like 5 years later, BAM.they meet and fall in love with eachother AGAIN.and they live happily ever after.i wish that could really happen, i guess it can but you never know…i feel like talking to zach but im afraid im gonna wake him>:| i wanna let him get his rest, he said that he’s havn a hard time writing poetry[x haha, i could help him[: but then again..i kinda suck at it:P well, anyways i’ll post another one soon.