geenelle!

so i guess

this is the end of time.well, i’m STILL freaking sick.and i can’t wait till tomorow !!![:its my cuzins beeeday.im listening to some music,some hellogoodbye, OK GO, and the sequence<3 well, i haven’t talked to zach for like 2 days[i hope it won’t be 4!]i wonder what happened to him??well i don’t care.uggggh, im still wondering what to do with my “love” life, but right now i don’t give a shit if its hell…it probably is.i just want to meet someone that’ll make me happy and never give me fuss and will take me for who i am, but nowadays theres NOONE like that-___-sadly….i wish i had someone though, oh well.uhm, i’m in this support group at school[they think i need help because of what happened to me]and its pretty cool, the teacher is really nice and so are the people there:D its pretty cool.i dunno why everyone thinks that zach is a 90 year old rapist.thats so uncool.and i do NOT think he’s a 90 year old rapist, thats just plain mean>:|[its ‘cuz i like him, lol.]is it possible for us to even DATE?i don’t think so…ugh, my life is sooooo confusing right now.i hate it ‘cuz sometimes i can’t make up my mind on anything, i will soon.right now im just asking advice if i should keep going after him or should i just let go?if any of you think i should let go just tell me and give me a good reason, i don’t want no bull like this, “yah you should b’cuz like he lives faaaaaaar away and stuff” give me a deep full on answer.